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Wednesday, July 25

2 1/2 hrs ahead of the anthem


insomnia hit again.
so i'm up trying to make some sense of what life is about now.
which is mainly mugging.

feels kinda empty with nothing to worry about band.
just really humid, and sometimes overcast afternoons spent studying.

and really cold evenings still spent studying.
flu medicine knocked me out just now from 6-9, that's why i'm still awake.

it's like slumber pulling down real heavy on your eyelids, but you're denied true REM sleep.
your mind's too alert, lucid, active.

so having the flu puts out any exercise for another week.
i'm guessing those hour long rides at 70% intensity last week really lowered my immunity,
coupled with the fact i don't get enough rest.

i won't be getting the les paul from hashnul after all,
but he promised me a similar deal, yeah, anyway some other guy's offering a higher price.
i'm getting scared. o levels are really near now, and i haven't really got down to hardcore revision yet.

and if, if, i don't get to the jc of my choice, i'll be quite disappointed.
but then again sji wasn't my choicest pick of a secondary school,
but look where i am now,

josephian and loving it.

i'd like to do more during these afternoons,
study at exotic places.
maybe i'll try the zoo one day,
maybe even chinatown.
see how la.
then again, the most exotic i might get is orchard library.
bah. tell me if you think of anything else!

zachary, wong and mel: so what will the drink be? but please not in school la!

glen: we're thinking of a chalet, haha

sam: yep yep soon soon!

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